I laughed a bit to myself when I decided to post this for Sinful Sunday. I mean, it’s just not all that sinful, right? And yet…I find the image oddly sexy and yet comforting at the same time. This is me, now – this is my dirty-girl-ness, so unlike it was back then, when I masturbated on a dirty, grimy floor while W pissed on me. And yet, sitting on the deck overlooking my little city yard, cooling off after spending the morning on my hands and knees gardening, I am happy.
Yes, happy and content with my life.
There’s a little more to this story, I suppose. I sent this to my new guy, the Romantic, maybe I shall call him, who is at least nominally vanilla. I guess at some point I need to fill ya’ll in on what’s been going on on that front. But for now, suffice it to say that there is a new someone in my life, and he was not poly-aware before I told him I was poly, and though he was slightly kink-aware before I bit the bullet and told him that tidbit about me, what he knows/understands is a far cry from the reality of what my kink life is. So it was…endearing and sweet that this image had a rather profound affect on him, as innocent as it is.
I guess sexy is in the eyes of the beholder, eh?
But then of course, I am still getting dirty other ways, too, and reveling in it, but it’s an odd juxtaposition, the things I do one night with V and then talk about the next day with the Romantic. I haven’t dated a vanilla person in a lo-o-o-o-ng time, like forever. I just wonder how he would react to finding that other Dirty Girl, and this Dirty Girl too, the one I am now, when I am not gardening and being Everyday Jade.
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