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Oh my I have a lot of words.

Dec 3, 2018 | Posted by in Uncategorized | 1

But not much time to write them. No seriously, I may be lolly-gagging here at sea aboard the Regal Princess, cruising the Caribbean, but it seems like I never have time for sitting here writing stuff. And before the cruise there are lots of fun things that I noted in quickie lil notes to myself here, but that never made it to the “post” stage, because…lots of reasons. Non-motivation. Illness. Busyness. Tiredness. Ennui. Crabbiness. Working/packing/unpacking/coughing/sleeping… And now I am here. It’s lovely. Days and days to just be taken care of. To have everything I need made possible. To have the sun and the sea here, every day, no ice and snow. And time with Adam to just be us. So I’m not actually going to say much. Just gonna post some pictures of Day 1 and Day 2. We’ll see about coming days, maybe that’s what I’ll do; maybeRead more …

Give it to Me Loud

Sep 13, 2018 | Posted by in Uncategorized | 2

For some reason, when I first saw the title of someone else’s post on this week’s Food for Thought Friday prompt (“Being Vocal” by submissy), my mind went straight to Viper telling me dirty stories – and making me tell him dirty stories – during sex. Then I thought about the way being talked to a certain way during play turns me on. And the way just a change in tone of voice can make me wet – or make me feel contrite. And I started getting all excited, because that’s what good writing and fantasies – even my own – does to me. Then I read the actual prompt, and I realized they weren’t talking about that at all – they are asking about the sounds you, and/or your partner(s), make during sex. Ohhhhh! Well that’s a whole ‘nuther thing now, innit? But maybe not so much. Lots ofRead more …

June 26 – #amwriting

Jun 26, 2018 | Posted by in #SOSS, Every Damn Day in June, Uncategorized | 3

I had it all planned out, my evening, my writing. I had a topic in mind, I had time to myself to do it, I was even going to have myself a “writing date” somewhere to be determined, but certainly not at home. Do some pre-writing at work, as I’ve been able to do the past few days; leave work at 4:45; get to my hair appointment at 5:15; find a nice little wine bar at 7:30; write sexy smutty dirty stuff till 9:30,;be home by 10 and in bed doing a little reading by 11. You know what they say bout the best laid plans. First my coworker didn’t make it in again today, so rather than poking around in my head and playing with words a little bit throughout the day, I was scrambling to get both our jobs done. Then, at about noon, I realized that –Read more …

June 21 – A Learning Curve

Jun 21, 2018 | Posted by in Every Damn Day in June, Everyday Jade, Uncategorized | 0

I suck at conflict resolution. I didn’t realize that until recently, though. I thought, because there was so little conflict in my marriage, in my relationship with Adam, and in my relationship with W, that that meant I was super good at resolving things in a healthy manner. Go me! And I believe I also thought the inverse of that: because there have been conflicts in my relationship with V, there’s something wrong with it. But that’s not exactly true. The truth is that (I have only recently come to realize) there were few conflicts in my previous long-term relationships because my way of “resolving” a potential conflict was to either, a) run away from it, or b) give in so there was no conflict. I knew I was conflict-averse. That’s a fact of being me: I go to any lengths to avoid conflicts. The realization was that avoiding allRead more …

June 13 – This is why…

I started this post about roleplay days ago. Three to be exact. Inspired by another blogger’s writing, then driven to read every other post on the topic, I am marooned here for the moment, half-writing, half-cooking this post. This is why it takes me 2-3 days to really write a blog post. I need to time to ponder, time to ruminate, time to research and then formulate my thoughts on the topic. I can’t just belt this out in ten minutes, or an hour, or a day. But neither can I allow myself to feel that time is open-ended, because without a deadline, I will let a thought, or a feeling, or a topic, molder on until its timeliness is gone, and it no longer means anything. I’m struggling a bit with this; if I take off my rose-colored glasses, I recall that I had the same issues before, whenRead more …

June 12

Jun 13, 2018 | Posted by in Every Damn Day in June, Everyday Jade, Uncategorized | 2

I missed yesterday, obviously. I’m going to give myself a mulligan on this one though: there was so much going on at the conference, and I worked through it all, a full 13 hours, most of it on my feet. Even the awards banquet & reception was work. By the time threw myself into bed I was desperately wiped out. But not too wiped out to claim my “reward” ogasm for eating right the night before. Viper had sent me a video called “Restrained Cocksucker,” and I confess to getting quite turned on by the woman’s plight. The fact that V texted me the link with the note that he, too, had come to the video moments before, fueled my desire to stay awake long enough to orgasm. And then, oddly enough, I was wide awake and sorry that I had had to miss dessert at the banquet (I hadRead more …

Q is for Quarterflash

Anyone remember the song “Harden My Heart” by Quarterflash? https://youtu.be/Aqd61YG-P10Damn but it’s a great song. I thought so then, and I still do. I like songs of women standing up to asshole men. Walking away when they aren’t treated right. I haven’t known very many of that kind of man, actually. I’ve been blessed with a surfeit of good men in my life, even my exes, except for one: my first husband. And yet I was wild about that man(child). Crazy in love with him, and he with me, except when he was drinking hard alcohol. Then he was obsessed with me, insanely jealous, and I was afraid of him. I don’t think of him often, but that song was playing in some bar or restaurant the other night and for just those few moments I was transported back in time – jesus, more than thirty years ago. I wasRead more …

L is for…

Apr 13, 2018 | Posted by in A-Z Blogging Challenge, Uncategorized | 2

I had a lot of options for the letter L Love Lust Labia Lunacy Lou Licking Lesbian Lube Las Vegas (where Adam and I are headed next week)… But the one that won out is “Lost”… & Found. Why? Viper will think it’s because I’m going to tell you a story that he gets a lot of chuckles about that goes along with the phrase, but I’m going to do better than that. I’m going to tell you about lots of things that go along with the phrase. It’s up to you to figure out if they are “lost” or “found”: Lingerie (in a Las Vegas hotel room) A black buttplug in my office A glass buttplug on a concrete patio A job A vocation A bracelet that means the world to me An earring that meant the world to me A brother and a sister The love of myRead more …